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by tintala » Wed Aug 01, 2012 3:08 pm
Back in 2004 I fucked up my back royally. after a day of hard house painting went home took a shower , stepped out of the shower and BAM!!! Herniated L5 s1, put me in bed for 2 weeks and on heavy painkillers. After that it just got worse over the years, then my c6 c7 went out, but l5 s1 disc in the lower back is completely gone rendering me in constant chronic pain and disabled. I have now applied for disability but the cunts at the office have denied me 3 times!!! Now I have no disk left and it's bone on bone.
So now I I don't run my buisness anymore, my wife is the only one working with major resentment, so I started growing medical marijuana as it was legal where I live, I was supplying a few dispensaries and making some good money. Then , the legislation changed and fucked my grow business. Then,I sold all of my grow gear , took the money I had made and built my studio, now, i try to make music full time without pay..
Sometimes the pain is so damn bad I can't sit for long,and trying to be creative is a challenge. I have always wanted to make music full time though, now I am, I just aint getting paid for it.. need to finish good tunes.
Also have had relentless problems with software, especially Live, crashing all the fucking time, as i came from Reason which NEVER crashed, so now I have rebuilt my computer , learned how to backup and clone a good HD , started a whole new template in Live. Now , hopefully wil be on my way to finishing some tunes without software hangups. Very frustrating when you have put everything into it, your heart and soul, and savings, to only wind up with crashes and inconsistencies. Hard not to get depressed and give up totally.
Interesting thread though...