"We're not knocking your dream or your music; I don't doubt that you're a good musician... it's just that the way that you come off makes people question that."
http://www.1340mag.com/review_theroblev ... inpath.htm
http://www.seaoftranquility.org/reviews ... nt&id=1688
Let them question who I am and what I do, I want them to!
Saying something risky and controversial promotes thought and discussion. I want people to have an opinion even if if they think I suck or am a poser then not know about who I am and what I do. I'm a big boy -- I would love to know people's ideas and thoughts as I appreciate what you have just said. Obviously, I haven't crawled under a rat hole and died out of lack of confidence. Hey, if I am fool enough to call myself a creative visionary, then I am more than prepared to take the heat. In fact, I enjoy it. You are really helping me work out my ideas, and it beats payin' a shrink! I think it was my shrink who said I was a creative visionary while I was under hypnosis. Look at all the grief it's caused.
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With the proliferation of mass media of every type there may be hundreds of Einsteins out there who are quashed by the powers that be. The argumement of if your work is really good, it will get out there doesn't apply anymore. How is it that many people simply accept that Coke is The Real Thing, that Paris Hilton is a star, and have millions if not billions of $$ spent on their promotional campaigns, yet as soon as the little guy who comes along is shot down. Well, OK, I'll just wait to be noticed. OK, not! Hey, take a risk -- I noticed lots of folks on this board are anonymous -- quick to post and criticize but as soon as you try and check em out, can't find em! BTW yoiu have a nice website:) Is calling oneself a creative visionary worse than Coke calling itself The Real Thing or big tobacco still marketing to kids? In a day and age where it is getting harder to find individuals who really take a stand and put their work out there, why shoot them down? Why not say right on, man, you GO? What's the difference? When was the last time you saw jazz or electronic music on the Grammy's? Wonder why?! The internet has changed things and made a level playing field. Shall we all sit around all day and post about what equipment and software are you using and then wonder why nothing happens and nobody listens? Proof in the pudding -- since this original post I have had 400 unique hits to my site and sold 13 discs. Einstein was a goal-driven and very focused man. Have you read about him? He was a dreamer who engaged in "thought experiments" and then actualized them. That's what i'm doing, pushing the limits of my dream and see when it bursts -- well, it hasn't -- it just keeps getting bigger and more successful. I don't drive a sports car, live in a big house, sleep with a dozen chicks, use drugs. I'm an artist amd music maker -- so stand behind me. If I think I am a creative visionary then stand behind me. This world is so so so full of naysayers always saying you can't or you won't. F-that! Einstein wasn't too good at math (read the bios) so he had his young assts. do the heavy equations! We live in a huge world physically and virtually, so do you want to see the person who calls himself a creative visionary who is all hype attain the day or the guy that has something to show for their. We'll all nail the little guy but run to the mall and buy stuff without even a second thought on its quality a lot of the time. Who is winning the PR war? The gas you buy, the foods you eat, thhe clothes you wear, the drinks you drink -- think about all the billions of marketing $$ that went into that. I would hardly call that modest.
Would anyone have read my post if I said "Hi, I'm good" Gee, I wonder if
Lance Armstrong thinks he's average. I wonder if Aphex Twin thinks he is average. Did they get their confoidence after they accomplished? Do they I wonder if Einstein thought "my experiments are average" -- he got his work out there and FYI it wasn't accepted overnight -- but, he got it out there. Hey, Einstein I'm not, creative visoionary?? Hell yes!

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