zion15 wrote:forge wrote:man If I was able to rationalise that one philosophy I'd probably own Live 5 AND have a Porsche in the driveway by now.
and i'd be happier, more sane and would have bought more useful stuff for sure... even i've never been a heavy drinker/smoker, that's how it goes. little things add up too

It's even worse when you do none of the above (ie;drink/smoke/weed/party etc) and are still broke

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I have a budget of approximately $500AU (200UK pounds approx) for food /gas /electricity/phone/prescriptions/doctor appointments and general living expenses and rent per fortnight .
Got two dogs I have to budget for and sneak a bit aside incase they need too see the vet etc also.
That's how life is these days.
I wouldn't even have the setup I have now if I hadn't accumulated alot of hardware over the last 10-15 years.
All of it was sold to pay off debt , get the laptop and software setup and start off on a clean slate once I found out I couldn't work anymore.
I budget well and have too eat properly also (on a very strict dietary plan).
I just have to be realistic and make the most of what I've got.
At the end of the day I have great people in my life.
Fantastic family support a roof over my head and an interest in music too keep me sane so I am way better off than ALOT of folks out there.
Not having alot of money is an oddly liberating experience spiritually also.
A bit hard to explain really but you start to realise how much crap we let consume our lives when we don't really need it.
I'd still give my left nut for a good quality lightweight 1.6-1.8ghz Centrino that weighed around 2-2.7kgs and had some 3-4 hours battery life for hospital use etc .
I just have to work on music in my home and no where else.
Though SMUTEK if you ever get that car.
Chuck me an extra lappy.
I'll take the Apple and keep this one for my PC only apps on one condition

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It has to come preloaded with Metasynth

- I have drooled over that app for so many years it's not funny.
Actually I'm chronically hanging out for Tobor too finish the XP version of The Lab sometime soon.
That app is totally up my alley in a major way.
If I had the cash I would actually get a 17" iMac just for TheLab and Metasynth as is.
Maybe I'll win the lottery someday

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