sdfak1234 wrote:they may want to recall their old work, they may even change their attitude (I may actually fall into that camp) and suddenly realize I didn't like how the machine changed my work even slightly and now it no longer feels valid, because it wasn't exactly what I wrote... now some may see this as insignificant, but I really feel on a very deep level, it really is, it's not pure expression as an artist, it's my opinion but it's also logical.
First of all, most of what I'm going to say isn't that much about PDC. It's about this idea of exactness and pure expression.
It sounds like you have thought about it a lot, and have strong ideas about artistic integrity and the consequences of end results not being "exactly what you wrote." Actually, it reminds me of how I used to think back in the day. However, I have since come to consider such an approach an intellectual burden -- even though, when sporting it, it also functions as an intellectual badge you can show off when rationalizing how "true" your goals and maybe even your creations are. After all, you're an artist, and everything you create has been dictated by yourself, in an exact manner.
The problem is, there are numerous levels of both abstractions and physical interactions between the artist and the end results in many many artforms, especially ones so tied with electronic and programmatic tools. There is a constant illusion of absolute exactness, yet the "machines are changing your music" all along. Twist a knob here, push a slider there, and (oh my, how painful it becomes if you're dealing with some sought-after vintage gear) you can only guess what is
exactly happening behind the scenes.
Yes, the numbers you see denote an exact change, the oscillator tuning shows you an absolute value, but there are some magical qualities in certain tools that (might) make them sound better, just because they actually have nonlinear and in some cases even unpredictable responses. Twist a knob, push a slider, and you get... something, and it's up to you to decide if you like the actual sound. What you hear is what you get. You don't get the numbers, neither do the listeners.
Will you be disappointed with your truest creation when you find out, years later, that the mojo EQ you have been using changes the curve shape behind the scenes in a weird way when you change the band gain? How about the creamy ambience you got out of a synth that was badly calibrated, still perfectly usable but not
really giving you the exact sound you dictated using numerical values? The machines are changing your music. That is, they are changing it if you think your music is the sum total of abstractions consisting of all the directions you dictate as an artist. They aren't changing your music if you concentrate on the sound. Again, what you hear is what you get.
"But that's different from the automation PDC thing! I want stuff to be automated
exactly where I so dictate", you'll say. Yeah, Live's automation compensation is shit if you don't watch your back, isn't it?
However, back to the more important stuff. Nowadays I firmly believe the creative process is a dialogue, not a monologue. Dictating the end result in an absolute manner is usually just an illusion of control, or at the very least, an illusion of the degree of control. Instead, look through the layers of abstraction and interaction, and see/hear what the rawest end result of your every action is, the actual sound you're getting, the actual way the pigment spreads in an aquarelle. Then respond to it and again observe.
Like right now, I'm observing I can't stop coming back to the PDC thing. Crap. Compensating automation along with audio would be swell, thanks. In my opinion, keeping this wish visible high up in the feature/fix wishlist is a good thing. In the mean time, though, while constructively critiquing it, if the way it currently works bothers you, either change the way
you work or switch tools.
This isn't a snarky remark in the vein of "if you don't like it, gtfo!" It really, really pays off to switch to something more suitable if Live isn't enabling you to do what you want at this time.
There's a host of detailed info on how to avoid the actual pitfalls (even in this thread), and if you're willing to go through those changes in the way you work, everything will most likely be fine. Hell, everything might be fine already. That being said: I've done a lot of work in Live, recently mostly game soundtracks / sound design, and I know Live would be a better tool if this aspect functioned as expected in all production situations.
Still, it's futile to take the "oh no, I want my art to be exact, it pains me if it's being altered by my tools without my consent" train. If you do, at least expect that philosophy to come back and bite you in the ass later
Be in a default state of dialogue with your chosen raw medium, not mere abstractions, and you're good.