[OT] Nicotine - What's your story
Posted: Wed Apr 15, 2009 5:27 am
I thought it would be nice to get some insight as to what other people think about this drug. It's a sort of anything goes topic, quitting stories, justification, mental battles, non-smokers thoughts... I'm just up for gathering some information from people that have a similar lifestyle to me.
My story, I've been a 'social' smoker for about 2 years. I was having one or two only once a month at parties.... or if I had big long chats with interesting people I would smoke a bit more. About a year ago this slipped into a more regular regime as it does, and I was smoking about a pack a week... but I was quite dishonest about it to a lot of people which I really didn't like.
I ditched that regularity and am now back to a pretty minimal amount, if I smoke it's in the weekends and when I've had a few drinks, and I don't let it spill over into every day life, but buckle every now and then.
I'm well aware of all the facts, I think more than most people.. but I'm still fascinated about the hold it has on me still.... especially because I consider myself a pretty on to it person when it comes to areas of mental addiction, but the whole act of smoking has weeded it's way into my social life and it's hard to shake it away.
I really enjoy smoking, but I hate it. The smell, physical (and mental) implications, the look and the cost are horrible, but the whole process makes me feel happy.
I did some interesting testing out of things, like giving my body the required nicotine it needed without smoking (inhalers) so that I could get my physical addiction side in context so I knew what was completely mental.. that gave me some good perspective.
Self help type methods are pretty useless with me as I tend to focus more on the techniques the process is using for my own amuzment rather than playing ignorant and going along with it... the Alan Carr book was a fascinating read and I gained so much from it, but I didn't change my smoking habits one bit.
I don't smoke pot, hardly take any other drugs and if I do it's usually in a controlled environment for a specific purpose... and anything amphetamine based doesn't usually make its way into my life... no other physical addictions.
I've had some great conversations with people about it... hard core smokers who can give a good battle to justify why the smoke.. the best being an (eastern) doctor who claims he will live longer by not stressing about it and just keep smoking rather than the mental anguish of quitting...plus an interesting series of lifestyle choices based on eastern medicine and acupressure.
I'm curious to hear of peoples stories.... and it would be good to keep things as honest as possible as I've found people tend to white lie out of pride or something, I want to know how much the struggle was and what little things helped.
aaaaaand GO!
My story, I've been a 'social' smoker for about 2 years. I was having one or two only once a month at parties.... or if I had big long chats with interesting people I would smoke a bit more. About a year ago this slipped into a more regular regime as it does, and I was smoking about a pack a week... but I was quite dishonest about it to a lot of people which I really didn't like.
I ditched that regularity and am now back to a pretty minimal amount, if I smoke it's in the weekends and when I've had a few drinks, and I don't let it spill over into every day life, but buckle every now and then.
I'm well aware of all the facts, I think more than most people.. but I'm still fascinated about the hold it has on me still.... especially because I consider myself a pretty on to it person when it comes to areas of mental addiction, but the whole act of smoking has weeded it's way into my social life and it's hard to shake it away.
I really enjoy smoking, but I hate it. The smell, physical (and mental) implications, the look and the cost are horrible, but the whole process makes me feel happy.
I did some interesting testing out of things, like giving my body the required nicotine it needed without smoking (inhalers) so that I could get my physical addiction side in context so I knew what was completely mental.. that gave me some good perspective.
Self help type methods are pretty useless with me as I tend to focus more on the techniques the process is using for my own amuzment rather than playing ignorant and going along with it... the Alan Carr book was a fascinating read and I gained so much from it, but I didn't change my smoking habits one bit.
I don't smoke pot, hardly take any other drugs and if I do it's usually in a controlled environment for a specific purpose... and anything amphetamine based doesn't usually make its way into my life... no other physical addictions.
I've had some great conversations with people about it... hard core smokers who can give a good battle to justify why the smoke.. the best being an (eastern) doctor who claims he will live longer by not stressing about it and just keep smoking rather than the mental anguish of quitting...plus an interesting series of lifestyle choices based on eastern medicine and acupressure.
I'm curious to hear of peoples stories.... and it would be good to keep things as honest as possible as I've found people tend to white lie out of pride or something, I want to know how much the struggle was and what little things helped.
aaaaaand GO!