Dreaming of a license for Suite 10, full or Edu.
Posted: Fri Mar 20, 2020 6:42 pm
Hi everybody,
There was no hidden attempt in the title to oppose edu with full, and so suggesting that education is empty and another brick in the wall.
I'm just gold digging for a "love me or leave me" deal about a licence for suite 10, because technically speaking just even the normal price for a edu standard would push me into trauma zone and while I'm ready to leave my comfort zone (or I fear that nothing will happen if I stay there) I am aware of the traumatic effect of traumas.
So.
I'm hoping that for some of these reasons that make men different from machines and make them give emotional priorities instead of logical/practical ones (like "i prefer to make less money but to feed the craziness of this guy and be proud of it forever, rather than making few bucks more with someone else and forget after few hours the two pizzas I was able to buy with it". And don't get me wrong I live on pizza...).
Basically, there is already another thread of a guy looking for an edu for 200€. So you should probably give him priority because he was first.
But I don't quite feel guilty for wishing that you will give it to me.
What I can offer you more?
Well. Apart for the obvious things, my commitment would be that I would compose a song for you.
You can't pick the genre (unless you don't mind it evtl being a bad song) but I would let you pick the title.
And when I'll fail being famous you could show this song to your son and say "look, this guy did this for me. I could have been famous if he would have been famous. And still, it was worth every single penny which I sacrificed. So, if this Christmas you don't get enough presents you know whom you must blame. This is his address. Search and destroy".
I actually had something more cheerful in my mind but that's what came out.
So.
Simply put.
Till 200 euro is my comfort zone. If you meet me in this zone you'll find me deeply relaxed and very very grateful for avoiding me pain, and the chances for me to be famous will be bigger because I'll be focused on the positive, and so also for your song to be amazing like I'll think that you are.
From 200 to 250 is my pain zone (some people call it growth zone but I've figured it's time to call things with their real name). If you meet me there, you'll find me a bit stressed and worried of the consequences of my decision, I'll still be grateful that you saved me from trauma, but a part of me will secretly believe and wish that all pain could and should have been avoided.
Because of the loss of energy in pain-compensation, the chances of me producing an amazing track for you might be reduced. Also, it's possible that I will not become famous and I might subconsciously blame you a little bit but on a conscious level I would still know that you have been fair to me.
From 250 up, it's trauma zone.
There you'll find me nervous like when you missed the right bus and you don't know when the next will arrive and then this one comes which doesn't really bring you where you wanted to go and you have to walk a lot more and travel longer and pay more, and so you look around hoping that the right bus comes in time and with this feeling of loss you jump on the less good bus, although the Shiva in you is perfectly aware that all is an illusion and only here and now is real.
But the not Shiva in me would be highly stressed and blame myself for this economical hazard and a part of the joy of this new acquisition will be lost in this worries and then probably as soon as I'll open the suite I'll find myself lost like a kid in the cockpit of a space shuttle with the father screaming "it's yours, now drive" and leaving him alone, and I might regret my choice a bit more, thinking of you with a fake smile forcing myself to be fair and admit the undeniable truth that I'm the only responsible for my actions.
Your song would probably sound like a sarcastic version of the same title by Elton John. "Please don't tell anybody, this is your song".
And boy the "fame" will have to be read in Italian to get the real meaning.
So, I don't want to discourage you from sending me offers which might be painful for me, and I sure hope that no further trauma are needed, I still have to deal with the childhood ones before getting new ones.
But I just wanted to point out that if you meet me in my comfort zone then "how wonderful life is, while you're in the world...".
Now, I'm serious. I want to make music.
May offers be welcome...
There was no hidden attempt in the title to oppose edu with full, and so suggesting that education is empty and another brick in the wall.
I'm just gold digging for a "love me or leave me" deal about a licence for suite 10, because technically speaking just even the normal price for a edu standard would push me into trauma zone and while I'm ready to leave my comfort zone (or I fear that nothing will happen if I stay there) I am aware of the traumatic effect of traumas.
So.
I'm hoping that for some of these reasons that make men different from machines and make them give emotional priorities instead of logical/practical ones (like "i prefer to make less money but to feed the craziness of this guy and be proud of it forever, rather than making few bucks more with someone else and forget after few hours the two pizzas I was able to buy with it". And don't get me wrong I live on pizza...).
Basically, there is already another thread of a guy looking for an edu for 200€. So you should probably give him priority because he was first.
But I don't quite feel guilty for wishing that you will give it to me.
What I can offer you more?
Well. Apart for the obvious things, my commitment would be that I would compose a song for you.
You can't pick the genre (unless you don't mind it evtl being a bad song) but I would let you pick the title.
And when I'll fail being famous you could show this song to your son and say "look, this guy did this for me. I could have been famous if he would have been famous. And still, it was worth every single penny which I sacrificed. So, if this Christmas you don't get enough presents you know whom you must blame. This is his address. Search and destroy".
I actually had something more cheerful in my mind but that's what came out.
So.
Simply put.
Till 200 euro is my comfort zone. If you meet me in this zone you'll find me deeply relaxed and very very grateful for avoiding me pain, and the chances for me to be famous will be bigger because I'll be focused on the positive, and so also for your song to be amazing like I'll think that you are.
From 200 to 250 is my pain zone (some people call it growth zone but I've figured it's time to call things with their real name). If you meet me there, you'll find me a bit stressed and worried of the consequences of my decision, I'll still be grateful that you saved me from trauma, but a part of me will secretly believe and wish that all pain could and should have been avoided.
Because of the loss of energy in pain-compensation, the chances of me producing an amazing track for you might be reduced. Also, it's possible that I will not become famous and I might subconsciously blame you a little bit but on a conscious level I would still know that you have been fair to me.
From 250 up, it's trauma zone.
There you'll find me nervous like when you missed the right bus and you don't know when the next will arrive and then this one comes which doesn't really bring you where you wanted to go and you have to walk a lot more and travel longer and pay more, and so you look around hoping that the right bus comes in time and with this feeling of loss you jump on the less good bus, although the Shiva in you is perfectly aware that all is an illusion and only here and now is real.
But the not Shiva in me would be highly stressed and blame myself for this economical hazard and a part of the joy of this new acquisition will be lost in this worries and then probably as soon as I'll open the suite I'll find myself lost like a kid in the cockpit of a space shuttle with the father screaming "it's yours, now drive" and leaving him alone, and I might regret my choice a bit more, thinking of you with a fake smile forcing myself to be fair and admit the undeniable truth that I'm the only responsible for my actions.
Your song would probably sound like a sarcastic version of the same title by Elton John. "Please don't tell anybody, this is your song".
And boy the "fame" will have to be read in Italian to get the real meaning.
So, I don't want to discourage you from sending me offers which might be painful for me, and I sure hope that no further trauma are needed, I still have to deal with the childhood ones before getting new ones.
But I just wanted to point out that if you meet me in my comfort zone then "how wonderful life is, while you're in the world...".
Now, I'm serious. I want to make music.
May offers be welcome...