M. Bréqs wrote:
I'm in training right now, we deploy in late summer.
By the way; right now, despite VERY occasional access to a computer, I live in a tent. I work 14-18 hours a day, and I get a shower once a week. I eat what I'm told when I'm told, and I sleep max 5-6 hours at a time. I have a cot, a sleeping bag, and I have three changes of a uniform and two sets of "PT" gear. Oh, and I have to carry all my stuff on my back.
When I deploy, I've got a desk job... But I've requested a transfer to the Operational Mentoring and Liaison Team (OMLT). They deploy with one of the Afghan National Army Kandaks (Battalions) and trains them / fights alongside them. If my request comes through, that means I'll be eating Pashtun food, living in their bivouac, and moving with them in the rural areas of Southern Afghanistan.
I guarantee you my living conditions here in training, and when I deploy are worse than anything currently going on in Gitmo. I should have it so easy.
You lefties wish SSSSOOOOOOO hard that there was torture and inhumane conditions there, just so you could stick it to America; what you fail to realize is that if you got your wish, real people (detainees) would actually be suffering.
For once, can't you suspend your dogma to actually realize that hyper-scrutiny has scrubbed Gitmo clean?!?!?!
That's cool. I live in a three bedroom house, work 50 hours a week at a day job and 7 hours a week for a non-profit arts advocacy group that helps "problem kids" embrace the arts. I'm getting ready to pick up a third job so that I can help my Mother out a little bit. She took a job with a large corporation that promised her a decent wage and overtime, but now is working her 60 hours a week and faling to pay her the overtime.
I sleep in a comfortable bed with my wife, get up, go to work every day and do the best job that I can.
Am I supposed to feel some debt of gratitude to you for doing this? For going to help pacify another country so it can be exploited by my country? Some sort of admiration or respect because you are sleeping in a tent and carrying heavy things? For going off to Afghanistan in support of my governments foreign policy adventures? For risking your life for a bullshit agenda that you choose to buy into? If that's the case I'm (not so) sorry to say its not going to happen. The only thing I hope is that you will come back with no harm having been done to you and having done no harm to others. You are a smart person, but I also hope you will come back with more of an open mind and perhaps the ability to empathize with people who are different than you.
You can label me a "lefty" or whatever you'd like but the truth is you really know very little of my politics aside from the fact that I am opposed to the war and this regime in Washington. You'd maybe be surprised to know that though I am anti war and anti torture I am also pro-defense and extremely pro-intelligence. You'd also probably be surprised by the insight and level of understanding I have into my countries intelligence services. Do you even realize where I live? NSA is my states largest employer. They are located a half hour from my house. CIA is just over an hour away. The Penatagon, with its multitude of agencies and departments, an hours drive.
Everyone here has a family member that works for, knows someone that works for, or themselves work for one of these agencies. I personally have many very bright friends, including many childhood friends and classmates, both from high school and my current college that work for these agencies. I've got a shell shocked Uncle that spent the late 60's and early 70's touring SE Aisa. He's got bullet and stab wounds all over his body but to this day still doesn't talk about who he worked for or what he did.
When my Father's finance's Mother died there was a wreath at the funeral sent and signed personally by John M McConnell, who was then director of NSA. I took computer programming in my last three years of high school. In our second year we had recruiters come to our class to talk to us about careers with the NSA, back in '88 when NSA still stood for "no such agency".
Might seem like drivel or nonsense, but growing up a "political person" that stuff had a huge impact on me and I've always had a keen interest in my countries foreign policy, especially with regard to intelligence. By no means am I an expert, or a scholar, nor am I insinuating that I work for or have ever worked in this field, but I did spend a lot of years and a lot of my time studying and learning about it. I would read a book by William Colby as quick as I would read one by Phillip Agee. I'd read Covert Action, or The Bulletin as quickly as I'd read Foreign Affairs or Foreign policy.
You call me a "lefty". Well, I call myself a realist, a thinking and compassionate person, and a patriot. Yes, a patriot. You'd be surprised to know that I do support the troops. I support them by working to bring them home. I support them by working to let people know that those poor kids are not fighting and dying to protect America, they are fighting for Bush, and for Cheney, for an elitist neo-conservative agenda.
I support democracy by not believing everything I am told. By questioning authority. By sharing information with those who are not too blind to see and not to ignorant to learn. You'd be surprised to know that if there were a genuine threat to my nation I'd be among the first to enlist, but as a thinking person I realize that the true threat to democracy is not in the middle east or central Asia, but right here at home. You might also be surprised to know that I have as little faith or trust in Edwards, Clinton, and Obama as I have of Bush and Cheney.
And let me state, for the record, that I am a non-violent person, but that does not make me a pacifist hippy or whatever the current buzzword may be in your circle. Maybe I am a bit of an idealist because I believe in truth and equality. I empathize with the oppressed. I have a problem with the power structure in my country. I choose not to blindly believe what I am told. As tone deft and steve-o said, you chose to do what you are doing. You chose to pack up and go fight for a lie.
You write: "
You lefties wish SSSSOOOOOOO hard that there was torture and inhumane conditions there, just so you could stick it to America; what you fail to realize is that if you got your wish, real people (detainees) would actually be suffering.
You seem to be a nice guy and a smart person, but this statement shows just how clueless and out of touch with reality you are. And please don't insinuate that anyone here is trying to "stick it" to America. You haven't the slightest clue what America is. You prove that again and again in your writings.
Good luck and good speed you. I truly wish you a safe return home.