I've even done that by a camp fire under the moonlight with a head full of weed and/or shrooms and thought if there's ever a scenario that I would finally get it, that would be it. And still no.
And yet I've done that for years and probably will continue to. I don't know what unseen force I'm trying to impress. Every other person I'm surrounded by at those moments seems to be in the same "I'm supposed to like this, don't know why, but I'm not going to question it" haze.