Silverfish wrote:*continues to bludgeon self*

you're gonna need some morphine.
NEVER taken any drugs? doubt it, just the legal ones.
I think someone needs a manhug.
PAGING NEBULAE, NEBULAE PLEASE REPORT TO THE THREAD
surely when we were kids ALL OF US spun around in circles on the lawn until we fell down. that's the gateway drug, some of us just liked it more. thank my parents for getting me one of these:

I'd spend days doing that. (the yellow part stays is stationary, the blue seat rotates, called a Sit n Spin.)
as for music. sobriety is hugely important, as is exploring your headspace, however you choose to do that.